I know I’m not done having kids.

2 is tough. Tougher than I could’ve ever imagined. These boys drive me crazy more often than not. But it’s one of those “you’re really annoying right now but you’re also very cute” crazies. If that makes sense. Moms will get this.

And I know this sounds crazy, but I really love giving birth. I’m insane, I know. Who enjoys the pain? The intensity? Not me. But it’s all a part of that end result. 

This moment right here. I love it. The pain and everything is all temporary. I look at these pictures and I feel it all over again. With Jake it was only 3 1/2 months ago, the emotions and the memories of the labor and contractions are all still so fresh and vivid in my mind. But I would do it all over again. 
I only want 3 kids but I don’t think 3 pregnancies will be it for me. I really want to be able to carry a baby for a childhood friend of mine. I feel like with pregnancy and labor and delivery being fairly easy for me, it’s something that I have to do. I feel like maybe that’s one of my reasons for being here. 

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